[Eleventh Canon] : [Audio, Locked from Hostiles]

[trapsound]

[The comm clicks on to the faint sound of sniffling, and a quiet, steady beep in the background.]

(Lyrics:

if only you had the ears that I have, then I would

sing you a song from the bottom of my heart
but would you,
hear me?

if only you had the heart that I have, then I would

flood you with all of the love that I have, but would you
feel me?

Hey, if you are predisposed to hate me, might as well just
kill me now and save me from this misery
if I can't earn your love
you don't need me at all
at all
at all
bah...

"If only you had", it won't get me anywhere now
I wouldn't go anywhere else even if it could be

"Let's do it" + "How do we?" + "Ready go" = Suicide

It's just not my kind of game, but I do not have a choice
'cause if I were to decline, I'd be cast aside and worth
not a thing to you, in your eyes

If I agree to try and hate you, won't you try and love the
me that's beyond caring about your feelings

She that needs you now is gone
she's not here anymore
at all
hey
it hurts, you know

if only you had the ears that I have, then I would

sing you a song from the bottom of my heart, but would you

if only you had the heart that I have, then I would

flood you with all of the love that I have, but would you

Today I don't need to reach your deafened ears and
I don't need to try and fill your empty heart, 'cause

all I need now is the agony I see upon your face
that's good enough for me
in the end..)


...

[click]

Comments

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

That's a pretty song.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

Thank you...

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

Does it make you sad to sing it?

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I'm... singing it because I'm sad, Toby-chan.

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

Oh.

...do you want me to sing it too?

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

No... thank you, though...

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. [He sounds confused. What did he do?]

...Ritsu? What do you like to look at?

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

... look at?

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

...do you like looking at things? Like flowers, or animals? Or sunset?

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I... don't really know, to be honest.

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

...Oh. [And now he sounds sad.] Sorry.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

You have nothing to apologize for. I'm... not in my right mind at the moment...

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

Can I help?

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I... I wish you could...

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

[Silence. Tobias doesn't know what else to say, but he doesn't want to cut it off either.]

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

[long silence]

... I'll be home soon. If you want to come over.

[heartcorrupt.livejournal.com]

Okay! [He can at least do that.... right?]