[Twelfth Canon] : [Accidental Video]

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[Ritsu is completely unaware that his comm has not only turned on, it's turned on to the rarely used video function, though his back is mostly turned towards it. He's got a plain green shirt with 3/4ths sleeves on, but half of it has been partially pulled over his head in order to have his arm out. His panel is up and he seems to be muttering while pressing buttons on it.]

Bloody Data freeze screwing with my systems... can't a robot have a week without something going wrong... that's not right... [huff] No, no. That's not it either...

[This continues on, Ritsu so wrapped up in what he's doing he just doesn't notice that he's being recorded.]

Comments

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I... I wanted to help her... but I went about it all wrong. I did it on my own, refusing anyone's help. Finitevus found me at my worst moment, completely at a loss for what to do and offered me his assistance.

But he did so at a price. I had to give him information about my kind of android and the ones we came from. I knew it was a terrible idea, but... I was desperate and did it anyway.

I betrayed my family just to help one of them. If that doesn't deserve punishment, I don't know what does.

[upgradedtohero.livejournal.com]

People make mistakes. You were trying to help and it.... it got out of control. I don't think you should be punished for that, especially since you understand the mistakes you made and know not to make the same ones again.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I do... and Lance-san said the same thing...

I suppose I can't shake this feeling of guilt that's settled on me since it happened... people got hurt because of what I did.

[upgradedtohero.livejournal.com]

I know how that is. If it helps any, the guilt lessens over time if you let it.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I would like to believe that... maybe I'm just too young to understand how this could hurt any less...

[upgradedtohero.livejournal.com]

Maybe. It's been a while since I've had to deal with it. I hope it gets better for you.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

Thank you...