[Eighteenth Canon] : [Audio | Locked from Hostiles | Backdate - October 5th (BEFORE Tei's post) ]

[trapsound]

(ooc: I herped so hard I derped. I realized I should have put the source of Tei's upset and reason for posting BEFORE her actual post... but then I didn't. So, here's a sad Ritsu singing only half a song. Translation and full song (as sung by Miku) are here. And Miku has done this one once before, but mun gave me permission to use it again. )

[just as the second verse starts, Ritsu's voice cracks, and he stops.]

... I can't--...

[the music continues for another second before the comm shuts off]

Comments

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

I did...like I failed Obaa-chan...

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

You didn't fail me, Kazma! [something crashes and shatters in the background] I failed Sai!

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

Ritsu-chan. You didn't fail Sai-san.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I failed him... and everyone... the moment I ever worked with that horrible person...

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

You did not know what would happen. It is not your fault.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I was selfish. I wanted to rescue Teto-chan my way. I never thought about the consequences, Kazma-kun... that's just as good as throwing my family to the wolves.

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

To do anything to save someone you care about is not a bad thing. It is bad what happened but do not blame yourself. Please...

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

That's asking too much of me right now...

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry...

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I want him home... I want my Sai-kun home...

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

If I could find him and bring him to you, I would.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I know...

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

I will get stronger so this never happens again. I swear.

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

Kazma-kun...

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

I can't keep being too weak when it counts. I can't...

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

You're one of the strongest people I know...

[Locked]

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

I...don't feel strong when I fail the people I care about.

[Locked]

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

Everyone fails sometimes... no one is perfect. And... with you it's different. You failed to protect people you care about because some one stranger and more cunning came along. I... failed everyone by working with that person. You would have never been in that situation if it wasn't for me...

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[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

Then it is not your fault either. He is cunning and devious. He tricked you. This...person...he is pure evil.

[Locked]

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

He is. And I'm not sure if there's anyone in this world that can stop him...

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[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

Someone has to. There must be a way...

[Locked]

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I don't know of any way. We've tried... I've tried. I shot the bastard and he still lived.

Re: [Locked]

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

H-How did he live?

[Locked]

[25tontrap.livejournal.com]

I have no idea. We THOUGHT he was dead... but then he made a reappearance...

Re: [Locked]

[badass-bunny.livejournal.com]

Then...is there no way to kill him?